Ok so as of now i am keeping up with my xanga entries, but that could all fall back at times....Wow owning your own house is really really really exhausting! I never imagined how much work has to be done to get everything in it's right place. it wouldn't be as bad, if i at least had some help from a certain someone, but he really can't help seeing he is like 285. miles away. This really is a stressor doing everything, i swear i am going to just break one of these days. I am needless to say really pissed off at that certain someone, his inconciderate punk A$$  not even bothering to call us this weekend, oh well who needs men...they are just a pain in the rear anywayz. millions of things to do and just soo little time to do them in. i was hoping this past weekend i could accomplish some things, but barely did, so much to do, is it ever gonna end? gosh i really need a fiver, but i stop wishin for that long ago. mommies day is coming up and moms are all excited about it. i stopped long before wishin for anything, my hubby just doesn't seem to care, so why bother wishin, all you will get is sorrow in your face if you do. oh well. time to venture off in the direction of school now. peace out

-just a little off the far side-

well its about time for a post again

I am to the point now where school is just buggin me. i don't know why, but it seems un necessary for us to have to take all these stupid required classes and not have anything that goes with our major. i mean isn't that what high school was for...i can not stand taking like polisci, i know that class comes in handy, but like sociology...come on..only if im a soc major yeah... i dunno i will leave you with a really awesome car, that hopefully soon some day i will be able to venture in

peace

Wow it has been a lil while since i last posted. goodness i really need to update my site some more...hey lil bro wanna help! ahahaha. school is going fastly paced and i need to get my butt to work. i think i have found better means of studying now, i think i am going to start taking my butt to the library, because at home there is no getting me to sit down and study with all the stuff i still have to do. going to have to be buggin my other bro for some babysittin...hahaha. i am in our schools comp lab right now preparing for a test, go figure i stop and write for xanga. its cool though.  i can't believe all the tests i have had in the last couple days, too many too soon. i am so mad, i don't think i will be getting into the nursing program this year do to the massive amounts of people registering and my registration ticket being at the end of the time. Maybe i can pull some strings with my councelor in the nursing building and she can sign my add slip, i really really do not want to wait another year to join, I have way to much riding on getting into the program. well only few more minutes left till I have to jet to class for midterm. peace out alls. will be updating very soon.

late

melissa

Can I even begin with how this week has had its twisty twervies? Ok the week started out ok...then it went down, then really up ward. Ok first of i am nerve wrecked with moving into our new home...cha ching...but it has been only me packin up dis place and finally i put my foot down to a certain person that HELLO I need help tooo, so needless to say thursday and friday they ARE helping. ok well along with that stress of all the move out crap loads to do, not to mention the endless white glove inspecs on this place, I have been on edge. My psych teach gave me a freakin C-...can you believe that, i know my but did better than that, if i can't fix the grade then i have to take that stupid crap all over again...NOOOooooo...off with the sorrow crap and on with the goooooooooood news.....my hubby is probably going to be getting out of the military this year. Halaluuuya...i will have some help and really get some study timez in. I sadly have to forfeit my trip to the lovely islands of the philippines this year though, going to have to work 2 jobs this summer to save up for our house payments that will need to get paid when he gets out, not to mention i will be working during the school year this fall....oh gosh and i thought just taking care of lj and school was a lot, now i will have to shuttle a job, oh well My son will finally get all the bonding time well deserved with his daddy. I don't really care if we are surviving on nothing, as long as we are together and my son and husband can bond. Most people believe that money brings you happiness, in reality it brings you all the more sorrow if not received in gracious ways. if you neglect your family for endless workings for some money, then you really have all your priorities outta whack, but if you are working to pay the bills and just enjoy one anothers company, then you are all the more wiser. some peeps are yet to realize this theory. On top of all this all, i am freakin sick again, and i thinks its escalating into something much worse like a resp. infection, oh cripe all i need now...great. Well i have thought long and hard about my job possibilities and i am pursuing something in the hospital field so i can get pre experience for nursing and obtain some really good benefits which will rock. to all my true companions out there, aka friends and family. love ya all and thanks for all the support

laters